Alexandra Bracken on Death of the Author, and How Family History Inspired Silver in the Bone

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Mindy: We're here with Alex Bracken, author of The Darkest Minds series and Lore. Of course, most of my listeners are going to be familiar with The Darkest Minds series, as it was also adapted to film and had an incredible amount of popularity. Alex's new book is called Silver in the Bone. It has a lot of different things that I'm personally super, super interested in related to it, such as the Arthurian classics, and also big, big interest for me? Genealogy, which I am absolutely fascinated with, and I want to follow up with you about the genealogy link in particular. But first, why don't you just tell us a little bit about Silver in the Bone?

Alex: This is my long cooking book, as I call it. It took a really long time to come together, and that's pretty unusual for me because once I have an idea, I'm running with it immediately. And I will brainstorm it, and I will figure out if it is like viable. And then if it's not viable, I drop it and it's on to the next idea. And if it is, I will immediately start writing it. But this book really took a while to just to cook. I'm trying to think of the best way to pitch it. I was really surprised by a lot of my professional trade reviews that cited it as being like dark fantasy horror. I was like, "I didn't write a horror novel." Like I'm... I'm such a weenie when it comes to anything related to horror. And it wasn't until I was talking to one of my author friends and kind of asking her how she would pitch this book... Because usually I'm pretty good at immediately identifying that, like, it's like X meets Y pitch. But for this one I had a really hard time, in part, because one of the obvious comps that I would use, I will not use because of the history with that author and all of that. So I made it very challenging for myself. This friend of mine was like, "Well, it's sort of like if Indiana Jones was a young woman and she set off to find something from Arthurian legend. So she crosses over into kind of this Arthurian mystical world, but it has like a dash of The Last of Us." And I was like, oh, so that's where the horror is coming from in all of these trade reviews. Because I hadn't really been thinking about it as a horror novel, but I can see now there is an essence of zombie, as I say, in the book. 

But it's really the story of a young woman who's grown up in this kind of hidden world of treasure hunters. The one thing that she is desperate to find but she can't is something powerful enough to break this horrible curse on her brother that's just slowly but surely consuming him. And so as like fate and plot convenience would have it, one of these very powerful relics turns up and she finds out that her long missing guardian, who disappeared almost ten years before, may have vanished looking for this object - which is the Ring of Dispel from Arthurian legend. It's said to be capable of breaking any curse, any enchantment, and it was given to Lancelot by the Lady of the Lake, if you are an Arthurian person. But she immediately sets off to find this ring, and of course, has to work with her infuriatingly handsome and charming rival. Their search eventually takes them into the mystic Isle of Avalon. But Avalon is suffering its own terrible curse. And unfortunately for them, if they can even find the ring, they're going to be fighting to survive. So that is the very basic pitch.

Mindy: You mentioned a comp title that you don't necessarily want to use, and we will leave that unnamed. However, something that I think is a really interesting conversation, and it is something that I personally struggle with as well. When we talk about art and we talk about the artist, I can go either way with it. I have a hard time when the artist, be it an author, a musician, a filmmaker, whatever they might be. If the artist, as a human being, is perhaps reprehensible, can we still enjoy the art that they have produced without feeling some sort of guilt? So that is a death of the author. Big question. What I use as an example in my own life is that I grew up loving film. Absolutely adore watching movies. It was probably my favorite pastime after reading as I was growing up, and in the 90s, Kevin Spacey was everything. If you were a serious person about film, you talked about Kevin Spacey...

Alex: Right. Yeah

Mindy: And how talented he was and how amazing he was. And now we know a lot of things about him in his personal life that are unacceptable. So that is something that I kind of struggle with now. Like, I cannot think about Kevin Spacey in any terms that are glowing or positive or even in some ways enjoy his work without having that little like shadow of a writer after it. And so given you mentioning a particular comp title that you yourself are not comfortable associating with your work, and I do not blame you at all, how do you feel about that? But even when it comes to your own work, do you want your readers to simply enjoy your art and perhaps not look for traces of you as a human being? Or attempt to learn more about you as a person? Where do you stand on this?

Alex: This is such an interesting question. It's something that I've been thinking about a lot lately because I am like the prime Harry Potter generation where I think I was the same age as Harry when the first Harry Potter book came out. So I really grew up with the Harry Potter books. Peak Millennial in that way. And so it's been really, really difficult to see the author, J.K. Rowling, say the things she is saying about the trans community, which I just vehemently do not agree with. This really interesting dynamic where when somebody asks me, like, what books did you read growing up? And what were your favorite books growing up? It's like, "Well, that's my answer. It's Harry Potter," but I don't feel right talking about them anymore. I don't feel comfortable. I mean, not that Harry Potter needs my promotion here, but like, it's it's still so popular. That's what's so wild to me, too. Is that, like, as much as people are talking about the things that J.K. Rowling has said, you know, those books are still perennial bestsellers. They just go and go and go on the sales front. So I don't know if people don't care or people don't know, but I have a really hard time now recommending them to younger readers who are just starting out, and I don't know how to feel. Actually, I don't feel good. I… I do know how I feel. I don't feel good about there being a new Harry Potter show, which is something that I would have loved all of those years ago. 

With this comp title that I don't want to name, it's not as popular as Harry Potter still is, and so I have made an effort not to talk about it at all, even though I've read it when I was... I think maybe a freshman in high school. And it had a huge impact on me. And I feel like many people who are listening to this will know what we're talking about. The author we're talking about has just like a horrible, horrible crime associated with her life. It just completely changed my relationship with that book, and it's not as popular as I was saying as Harry Potter is now. So I'm not going to, like talk about the book and give it a platform or anything like that. That's how I'm kind of choosing to address these things. So I personally have a really hard time separating the artist from whatever the form of artwork it is. I think because I put so much of myself in my stories, every character kind of has a little essence of me in it, even if it's just like my sense of humor or some random observation that I've had about life. I just  can't divorce the creator from the creation in a way that I think some people are able to. For me, I know how much I put into my own work, and I assume that's very similar for other creators too. So yeah, it's, it's always, um, really sad when it happens. It's really devastating to me that I feel like I can't talk about the series that had such an impact on me growing up and made me... You know, really reaffirmed me wanting to become a writer. And so... But at the same time, I can't support her, and I can't support the things that she said. I support the trans community, and I'm not going to feel sorry for myself that I can't talk about these things when trans people are suffering every single day. So I almost think, too, it's like even a little different. I don't know if you would agree with this. Like when it's an actor, you can still almost enjoy the movie around them? I don't know, because they play a part? Whereas like with the novel, it's like the novelist has created everything in relation to it.

Mindy: It's a good question because when an author creates a piece of work, typically that is going to be a vehicle that carries their own thoughts or worldview or beliefs in them, and it is an all encompassing thing. Whereas a film is more of a team effort. Our whole conversation doesn't have to be about this, but it is really interesting because this has been present in my life recently. I am dating a person that is very much an outdoorsman and listens to a lot of different podcasts that are about hunting and fishing and like all those things. And recently sent me a link to a podcast called the Bear Grease Podcast, and they had done a series of episodes. At this point in time, there was only one episode available, but it was about a book that is called The Education of Little Tree. And The Education of Little Tree is a book that has been used in classrooms, and it's been touted as this great Native American semi-biographical story about a Cherokee boy. It was on Oprah's book list for a long time, and everyone was just like, "Yes, this book is a wonderful representation of the Native American experience." It turns out that the author of The Education of Little Tree was actually terribly racist human being that was George Wallace's speechwriter.

Alex: Oh, my gosh.

Mindy: Yeah,

Alex: How have I never heard of this before?

Mindy: It's one of those things that just kind of has flown under people's radar. Everyone now that knows that part of the story has had to rethink The Education of Little Tree. Oprah took it off of her book list, and universities won't teach it. The same question comes into play. Is The Education of Little Tree still a worthy piece of literature? My answer on that one is a lot easier because the author was posing as a Native American when they were in fact a white person and a horribly racist one as well.

Alex: Oh geez.

Mindy: So that one becomes a little easier to, I believe, answer but complicated question, right? As I said, it's been present for me, pretty widely present for me, lately. I was just... Saturday night was hang out with my boyfriend, and he's a person that likes to just like shoot through YouTube and find little videos to watch. I don't know if you'll remember this. You're quite a bit younger than me. Mike Myers had his Austin Powers movies. In the very opening, I believe, of the third one was like a farce where it's the Austin Powers movie, but they're on the set of Austin Powers being made into a movie. And Steven Spielberg is directing it. Tom Cruise is playing Austin. Kevin Spacey is Dr. Evil. Uma Thurman is the love interest, and Danny DeVito is Mini-Me. And I'm like, Gosh, like the only person that survived this that I don't look at them and go, "Oh yeah, that person..." is Danny DeVito.

Alex: Oh my gosh.

Mindy: Man, like it was this really funny, farcical, five to six minute clip. And my boyfriend was laughing. He was like, "Man, that was really funny." And I was like, "You know, it was. But I couldn't laugh." Every single person in this, like, incredibly hilarious in the mid-90s little scene has now become associated with really negative things for me mentally and emotionally. So it's like...

Alex: Yeah.

Mindy: Whether or not they are representing themselves or a piece of art, I'm bringing a reluctance to it just because I see them.

Alex: One thing I think a lot about is everybody is an imperfect person. Everybody... The goal is to continue to learn and to continue to better yourself and to continue to become a better citizen of society. To be more generous and loving towards others. To expand your knowledge and sensitivities and all of that. And I know like in The Darkest Minds series, there are certain things that I would never write now. You know, however many... Gosh, over ten years later, I have like thankfully learned that these things are insensitive.

Mindy: Another example, and we will bring this topic to a close. But another example is J.D. Salinger. We've learned some things about J.D. Salinger that aren't terribly attractive. And should we stop teaching The Catcher in the Rye? I know a lot of especially young men that became readers simply because of The Catcher in the Rye. So it's tough. I don't expect you to have the answer, that's for sure.

Alex: I know. I was like, "Oh, gosh." I know this is something I think about a lot, though, too, because in my effort to be a better person, to write more sensitively and all of that, I've definitely made mistakes in my own books, and I try really hard to acknowledge them when they come up in conversation. I try not to shy away from them, and I think maybe that's a difference that's important to me. I don't know if it's going to be true for everybody else, but I think creators who can acknowledge that they've made missteps in the past, that they had, you know, unconscious bias and all of that as they were writing or creating or TV shows and movies that are really a product of their time. I think if you can acknowledge your growth and acknowledge that they are in some ways problematic, then that's a little bit different than discovering somebody has this like ongoing viewpoint that you just cannot support and won't support financially, or by talking about the project or anything like that. I think that is a little bit different because I do think one thing that sometimes is missing from discussions is the allowance for personal growth and somebody going on that sort of journey of realizing that they were wrong, like that doesn't necessarily happen overnight. So yeah, really, really tough topic, something that I think is very worthy of discussion, and I'm sure people listening to us will not agree and some people will agree and that's important too. So...

Mindy: That's okay. That's why it's a tough topic. I'm a fan. I need to correct myself really quickly. It was not Uma Thurman. It was Gwyneth Paltrow.

Alex: Oh, okay. I was like, "What did Uma do?"

Mindy: No, Uma's great.

Alex: I was trying to... I was like, hmm.

Mindy: You're like "Oh, no. Now I have to Google Uma."

Alex: I know. 

Mindy: I don't wanna know. 

Alex: I'm muting myself typing.

Mindy: I'm sorry I misspoke. I got my wrong 90s blonde in there. No, I'm sorry. It was Gwyneth Paltrow. And again, what I said about Uma still applies. Gwyneth being the least offensive of the crew, and Danny DeVito, to my mind, being as far as I know, a perfectly wonderful human being. So...

Alex: Yeah.

Mindy: Great conversation. I appreciate you going down that route with me. These are the things I think about. And of course, like, as you said, we as ourselves, as authors, we live in a different world now. Our lives are very open to the public whether we want them to be or not. We have to always be aware of every word that comes out of our mouths. And I find that to be a positive because it makes me think a little harder before I run my mouth, which is something that, you know, 44. Still working on it. Um.

Alex: Me too. Still working on it.

Mindy: I enjoy hard questions, so thank you.

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Mindy: Speaking of, though, about putting ourselves into our books and our own personal experiences... A lot of the new book, Silver in the Bone, was inspired by a deep dive that you took into your own genealogy and you discovered the squire... Is it Richard Cabell or Cabell?

Alex: In my family, we say Cabell. This story actually has quite a sad beginning. So my dad was the reason I loved history, that I got into fantasy. He was someone who, you know, when I would go in to say good night, he was always reading like a mass market fantasy novel. He was a really big Tolkien reader and all of that. And he was a Star Wars collector. So he was all about sci-fi fantasy, and he loved loved history. So my dad had been recently diagnosed with terminal cancer. And so we were talking one day, and he mentioned to me that like one of the things he always regretted not doing was looking into our family genealogy. That had been important to him. He had some pieces of it that he had kind of inherited from my grandmother and from other family relations on the Bracken side. And so I offered to basically put together the family tree for him and see if there were any really interesting ancestors that came up. 

It really is actually a privilege to be able to look into your family history. Not everybody is lucky enough to have these documents that go back and back and back through the centuries of just very basic, even birth and death records have been denied to many people. And there are certainly many branches of my family tree that I can't access because I don't speak Greek or I don't speak German or the church in Greece burned down with all the birth and death records and marriage records. It really reminded me, like how quickly we can lose our family history. Oftentimes within a generation or two, if we're not really sharing these stories and sharing this sort of research that we do. I went back through his side of the family tree, the Brackens, and I could not do the German side of that family. Unfortunately, because I think that would have been a totally different piece. But I then switched over to my mom's side and my mom's side turned up this really interesting ancestor. He's my eight times great uncle. His name is Squire Richard Cabell. So thankfully I'm not a direct ancestor. Um, he has his own Wikipedia page. I encourage you to read it. It's really actually quite funny because all of this is kind of presented as fact. But he was known as this very monstrously evil man. 

He lived in the 17th century in Devon. At the time, the villagers were convinced he had sold his soul to the devil. And there were all of these stories that sprung up around his death about how the night he died or the night of his burial, these, like, phantom pack of hounds came running across the moors, howling and barking at his window or at his tomb. And how, like on the anniversary of his death, he would come back. Or the villagers would see Richard Cabell out walking with these hounds on the moors. And so I am immediately obsessed with this story. If you are a Sherlock Holmes fan, supposedly this is one of the possible origins of The Hound of the Baskervilles. It's one of the legends that guess fed into that story. And so this sent me kind of down this research rabbit hole of looking into the black dog folklore of the British Isles, the Wild Hunt. And then I sort of like backed into, I say, a lot of really early Arthurian lore from the Welsh tradition. And so I had all of these various pieces of really interesting folklore, but I didn't have a story idea for it. So it took a really long time for, you know, the characters to arrive and the plot conflict to arrive. And then once they did, it was... I was off and running. But it did take a long time, and it was sparked by that very strange ancestor.

Mindy: That's fascinating. I also have a very interesting, if not quite as illustrious, but have interesting stories in my genealogy as well that do tie into my fiction, although I did not realize this until after the fact.

Alex: Oh, interesting.

Mindy: My family's also difficult to trace because on my Irish side, in the great tradition of Irish people, a lot of people got drunk and had horrible fights with their father and then just was too proud to ever reconcile it. So...

Alex: Oh!

Mindy: That happened like 3 or 4 times.

Alex: Oh, no.

Mindy: Very quickly, within like three generations. My grandmother was adopted, and my grandfather on my dad's side was no longer speaking to anyone on his side of the family. I come to find out later on that my grandmother was in an orphanage because her mother died in an insane asylum.

Alex: Oh my gosh.

Mindy: And her father died in a prison.

Alex: Wow.

Mindy: Yeah. And I found this out after the fact. I had written A Madness So Discreet, which, of course, takes place in an insane asylum. The mother was just incapable because of alcoholism. Was she in an asylum for that reason? Or was there truly a mental issue? And interestingly enough, HIPAA laws still apply. So even though her medical records exist, and I am a direct descendant. I cannot access them. And it's something that I have had conversations with various people in the medical and also the historical community, and they're just like, "Nope, that's that's going to be closed to you forever." And I'm like...

Alex: Wow.

Mindy: You know what it's like as a genealogist.

Alex: Yeah.

Mindy: But I want to know the answer.

Alex: Yeah, that's interesting. I had no idea that the laws were quite that ironclad, but I guess it respects her privacy. But yeah, from, you know, a genealogy point of view... Even from a family health point of view, that's also very frustrating.

Mindy: Absolutely. And that's the avenue that it interests me for various reasons. But also, as you said, a family history point of view. I myself am a person that struggles with depression and anxiety. And so I was like, "hey, it would be kind of cool to know what specifically her diagnosis was." And everybody that I had spoken to that was any type of gatekeeper along the way was like, "Yeah, no." Going back to talking about Silver in the Bone, and you had mentioned this one cooked for ten years. I love that. I think it's a wonderful message for writers who are listening. I personally dislike the overnight success stories very much. They're hard to hear sometimes. So I really enjoy the fact that this cooked for ten years, but also your tenacity and hanging on to it for ten years.

Alex: I think if you can get an overnight success, that is a very wonderful thing to have. And I do not begrudge overnight successes. They are successes, but except in very rare cases, I think the overnight success is a little bit of a myth because even somebody who is right out of the gates, very successful with their first book, has spent years writing for the most part. This is obviously not true for absolutely everybody, but they've put in a lot of work that you don't see. And in my case, a lot of people thought that The Darkest Minds was my debut, but it wasn't my debut novel. My debut novel was a little book called Brightly Woven. It was like a very cute, kind of almost cozy-ish. Now I feel like it would be considered pre-teen because of how dark and and how mature YA has gotten just as an age group. But it was a very sweet book. It was published by Egmont USA, which was brand new to the scene and then closed shortly thereafter. Unfortunately, Egmont's US arm did not work out and so the rights reverted back to me. But it sold okay. It definitely was the sort of thing where because I had fans of that book, they were willing to follow me then to The Darkest Minds. So it wasn't like I started from zero in terms of trying to get readers interested in my book. 

But I often tell debut authors that feel so much pressure to hit the list... There is something to be said about building your audience and your readership with every single book. That slow and steady pace of building and building and building is just as worthy of a path as immediately breaking out and having this huge success right from the get go. And obviously that huge success right from the get go comes with its own problems because then you feel the pressure to replicate that with whatever you do next and often times the success of that big series is down to a lot of factors that are pure luck. It's like the right book at the right time. Got into the hands of the right editor. Got into the hands of the right publisher. Happened to hit, like I was saying, an opening in the market that maybe the author themselves did not even predict. I think there is something to be said about slowly but surely kind of building that readership book over book. Although now that I've said that, I was lucky enough to enter the industry all the way back in 2010. So I think it is a little bit harder now that the market is so saturated. There are so many books out there. I think it is much harder and there is more pressure on debut authors. I don't know if you would agree with that or not.

Mindy: I do. I also think with the shifting ideas about publicity and marketing, you know, social media. You know. I mean, I.. I came up in 2013 and it's like social media has changed so drastically from what it used to be. And everyone's scrambling, and ARCs don't really matter anymore. And book trailers used to matter, and now they don't. Who fucking knows? It's such a dog and pony show. I just. I'm just going to write the book and hope it does well.

Alex: Yeah. Honestly, that's really all that you can do. That's something that I also emphasize a lot to debut authors. It's like TikTok is obviously been huge for the publishing industry, and I know when I was on tour recently, a lot of the Barnes and Noble managers I was talking to really credit booktok for creating a whole new generation of readers and really helping the whole retail chain, basically. And so I think it has its positives for sure. But one of the drawbacks I know is that if you are on that platform, it's totally gamified. So you have to like constantly be churning out all of this content in order for the algorithm to keep promoting your videos to then help you promote your books. And most authors I know do not have the time to do that, and they do not have the attention bandwidth. They do not want to spend a lot of their creative energy making these videos. I think if you find it really enjoyable and fun, it's absolutely worthwhile. But the best thing that you can do is just write the next book and continue to write the next book and pour your heart into that. And let the algorithm, the readers that are on booktok, do the work of promoting your book. I think that's ultimately what helps books go viral. It's not anything authors can really do on their end. It's what the reader... How the readers respond to it, and if they're posting videos about it, that's sort of, I think what ultimately helps promote books there. But yeah, the social media landscape has changed so, so much. It's really wild.

Mindy: Last thing. Why don't you let listeners know where they can find the new book Silver in the Bone, and also where they can find you online?

Alex: All right. Well, hopefully you can find it wherever books are sold here in the US, and I think in the UK, Australia, and New Zealand, it's all out. And in Canada. And then if you want to find me online, I am at Alex Bracken on both Twitter, although who knows how long Twitter will be here with us. I'm at Alex Bracken on Instagram. I'm even on TikTok at Alexandra Bracken since somebody took my at Alex Bracken handle. So I was not quick enough to join TikTok.

Mindy: I know. I'm Mindy McGinnis author on Instagram because apparently there's like 38 of us believe it or not.

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Laurell K. Hamilton on Writing Real Characters... and Letting Them Have Sex

Mindy:   Welcome to Writer Writer Pants on Fire, where authors talk about things that never happened to people who don't exist. We also cover craft, the agent hunt, query trenches, publishing, industry, marketing and more. I'm your host, Mindy McGinnis. You can check out my books and social media at mindymcginnis dot com and make sure to visit the Writer Writer Pants on Fire blog for additional interviews, query critiques and more as well as full transcriptions of each podcast episode at WriterWriterPants on Fire.com. And don’t forget to check out the Writer, Writer, Pants on Fire Facebook page. Give me feedback, suggest topics you’d like to hear discussed, and let me know if there is someone you’d love to see as a guest.

Mindy: Just a note for my usual listeners. Today's guest is Laurell K. Hamilton, and we will be talking pretty extensively about sex in the second part of this episode after the break. So, if you're someone that doesn't care to listen to that, or if you're someone that likes to listen to this podcast in the car with your kids or somebody you don't want to talk about sex in front of... Probably don't listen to the second part of this podcast. 

We're here with Laurell K. Hamilton, author of the Anita Blake, Vampire Hunter series, as well as the Merry Gentry series, as well as the Zaniel Havelock series. So Smolder, which is the 29th Anita Blake novel, will be coming out on March 21st. Tell us a little bit about Smolder. I think my first question really is, how do you as a writer continue to be excited rolling into book number 29?

Laurell: It's like going back to old friends. But more than that, when I was first setting out to start writing the series, I started putting together the first story in the world in the mid-1980s, late 1980s, and I went and read long-running series. At that time, it was only mystery novels that had long running series, and what I noticed, even the best mystery series, there is a slump for at least one book between book 5 and book 8. You can see the writer is falling a little bit out of love with their world or their character, and it's across the board almost without exception. I think that Robert B. Parker’s Spenser series didn't have it, but it's almost the only one. Even if the book is good, there's just a little less joie de vivre in the process. So I thought, "Why are they falling out of love with their characters?" They usually get back on the train, and they're happy after that, but there's that little slump. So what would cause that? And I thought, "Well, if I had to write a straight mystery, and I couldn't play with anything else, I think I would get bored." 

So, I decided I would add my love of the supernatural and folklore and myth into our modern world. That's how Anita Blake's world was created, and I thought I won't get bored with this. If everything that goes bump in the night is real, and I have mystery and murder and all that cool stuff mixed together... If I can mix all the genres, I think I won't get bored. And you know what? Here I am - book 29 and I am never bored. I have the best time because I keep learning something new with every book. I've learned something new about my world, about my characters. The other thing I think for some long running series, especially mystery series - they try to keep the tone of every book the same. I thought, again, that would not interest me as a writer. One of the reasons I have such a big character growth. My character arcs for growth are unusual in how much characters can grow and change over the life of the series, and that again, helps me stay interested. If I've shoved my characters in a box and said, "No, this is your area. This is your box. Stay in your box." I think I would have been bored by now, but because I let them grow and change just like real people. My imaginary friends get to have a life too. I think that's one of the reasons I come to every book excited and learn new things, and that's really I think the secret.

Mindy: I agree. I think it is important, like you're saying... You said my imaginary friends have lives too. I love that. I have a book coming out next week. My main character, the narrator... I had a very distinct way that I wanted her to be, for her to bounce off of the other main character, and it was very imperative to the plot and the growth of both of them that they be the way that I wanted them to be in my head. And then I started writing, and it was Chapter 1. I started writing this character, and she was supposed to be just very type A. Really Good. Never does anything wrong. Always striving to be the best, and also actually be good. And I started writing her, and her internal monologue... She was pissed. She was angry. Her exterior was, "Yes. What can I do to help you? I'm here." And her interior was, "What am I getting out of this?" And I was just like, "Oh my God! No, you're not. What are you doing?" Okay, you're much more interesting now and I let her be that person. And it ended up changing the plot, and it changed so many things about the book. And it made it a better book.

Laurell: It does. Now, you have to be careful because if my characters come up with a better idea that actually is in line with them as people, then I will throw out a third of my plot because they are just better than I thought they were and the villain is not powerful enough. Or they think of a totally different way out of the situation that is more logical for them as their character, I will explore it. And most of the time, they're right. Every once in a while, it's a rabbit hole and it doesn't lead to wonderland. It leads more to like... That is just rabbit poop. We need to back 'er up and find the other exits. But most of the time, like you said, the characters know themselves. And once you create a character and you start writing them, the process of putting them on the page often changes them, sometimes in small ways and sometimes in big ways, but the process of writing is where you explore a character. Especially a new one. It's like a coffee date. You're sitting down across from them and going, "Okay, who are you?" Here's who I think you are, but once you start writing, sometimes they're not who you thought they were.

Mindy: And it can take you to great places. It can also derail you, as you said. But ultimately, if you're treating them like real people, you're just getting to know them better. And even if you might not allow them to go directly in the path that they were aiming for originally, you might find a nice little halfway between that is exactly the right place for both of you.

Laurell: And the people that are my magic friends that I've written for all these many years... People say, "well, how do you keep them straight? How do you keep what they look like and stuff?" And I go, "Well, how do you keep your friends straight?"

Mindy: Yeah.

Laurell: You just know what they look like. I will add one caveat. Height, for some reason. I don't know why. Height. Height and eye color. If it's a new character, whatever eye color they started with, it's a roll of the dice whether I change it the next book. And if you're tall in my books, you'll get taller. If you're short in my book, you'll get shorter. I don't know why but those are two things I have to watch out for.

Mindy: Well, this is why we have copy editors.

Laurell: They don't always catch it.

Mindy: Oh really?

Laurell: Really. That's why I've started policing it myself. Sometimes they catch it, and sometimes they don't. And it's just those two things. It's the eye color and the height. I think that's why I noticed it, because I think the copy editors catch everything else.

Mindy: I have trouble with linear time. That never works out well for me. I have come to the point where I will not say specific days, months, even in my books because I always mess it up. I give them a general, this is the season. Like it's summer, winter, spring, fall. Or school just started. Or it's summer break. But I will never use specific dates. I'll never say what day of the week it is. I typically am never going to say even what month it is, because I will mess it up.

Laurell: I'm usually good on months, but yes, I'm vague on days.

Mindy: My book that comes out next week is a murder mystery, and timelines are really freaking important in murder mysteries. I had a character... There was photographic evidence of her doing something and still being alive after a point where she was actually dead. And so it's like... The copy editor's like, "Hey, she was dead when this photo was taken of her hanging out of this party." And I'm like, "God damnit!"

Laurell: The one thing early in the series that nobody caught - my editor didn't catch it. Copy editor didn't catch it. I didn't catch it. Readers didn't catch it. My writer's group didn't catch it. Fans didn't catch it for years. It was years after that book came out before somebody caught the fact that in Circus of the Damned, Anita has a car that she drives. It gets wrecked. She's driving it the rest of the book. It happens.

Mindy: It sure does. The people may be very real, but the details can get foggy.

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Mindy: One of the things that you and I were talking about before I started recording that I think is an interesting thing to bring up for everyone else to be a part of the conversation. Your books do tend to have some spice to them. Like they're sex positive. They're fun to read. As I said before, I write YA. I have been getting hit with the censorship wave that is rolling through education and libraries right now. Sex is one of the biggest things that is a trigger. Violence usually is actually okay. It's really weird to me. The tiers of what is unacceptable. Language is kind of a medium. Violence usually gets a pass. And sex? No. Never ever. Don't even think about it. If you're under 18, you don't have genitals. I also will say, I do not put sex on the page because I worked in a high school for 14 years, and it just makes me personally feel a little bit icky.

Laurell: I have never had a character that is under the age of 18 have sex on paper on stage. So, I also have consent age as well. I've had one character that was legally of age but under 18. They had sex, but it's never shown. That is the one rule I have on sex. It's just an iffy subject. Under 18? I treat my books like if you're under 18, it won't be on stage sex in my books. It just won't. One of the interesting things about traveling internationally for events is that in America, people have trouble with the sexual content of the Anita Blake series. But when I traveled to Italy, the reporters there said, “Why did I wait so long for her to have sex?” Especially with Jean-Claude. She's not a modern woman because she waited so long. They had a problem with the violence. I traveled in France and Italy for that. They both had more trouble with the violence as readers than the sexual content. That didn't bother them. But in America, it's always the sex that bothers and not the violence. And it's a cultural difference. If you'd never travel outside of this country, you don't know that.

Mindy: I never know the temperature of the room. Whether it's because I write YA or if it's, like you're saying, this is just the way our country operates, and it sounds like sex, in the United States, is the thing that's going to get you possibly in trouble or ruffle feathers.

Laurell: I've actually never been censored. I've never been told I can't. I had one book where they wanted me to take out one scene, not because of sexual content, but because they just thought there was too much. I've only been told once that something was questioned on the polyamory. I was writing polyamory before non-monogamy was cool. And my answer to that was to write the book Jason, which was a small book in between the larger books. It's all poly. It's all poly. It is the only book I've ever written that's not a mystery. And since I am polyamorous, that was like saying, your sexual orientation is not okay.

Mindy: Yeah.

Laurell: And so I wrote Jason which is all about polyamory and sex and BDSM. It is all about that and how relationships work. And it was the number one best selling book in the country. So, you know, I'm good. I have never had anybody question me. I've never had anybody say no. I have had my editors twice come back and want a sex scene. Once upon a time when I started the series, my goal was to not have sex on-screen. Was to have every kiss and caress so good you wouldn't need the sex. Which was incredibly naïve of me. But when I finally realized that I had written violent crime scenes and serial killer books with plot lines with no compunction about the violence. But writing a sex scene between two people that have known each other for years and care about each other, that bothered me? It bothered me that it bothered me.

Mindy: Yup.

Laurell: And so I just said, "Okay, if I do not look away. If the camera does not look away from the violence, then I will not look away from the sex." Because the sex is a positive thing. The violence is not. It deserves its own camera, and that is why when Anita finally had sex, we had it on stage and we didn't look away. Positive sex with someone you care about deserves as much attention as violence and crime, and if it doesn't, then what did that say about me as a writer? As a person? Well, it said, I'm very American. I don't know why we are like this, but we are as a cultural thing. Violence is okay. Sex is not. And this attitude has regulated God to be the sex police. God is not the sex police. I do not know where we came up with this idea that sex is more important than anything else to regulate. It is a very American ideal.

So, book 10 is where the polyamory comes in, and I had people upset with me because Anita didn't just pick one. I researched it. I researched polyamory. I researched BDSM. I researched everything. I ended up being part of the community, but even before I was part of the communities, I did my research. And one of the things that is my big bug-a-boo is I'm reading somebody, and it's obvious they've done no research on alternate culture. Alternate culture of BDSM. Alternate ways of living. It always shows. And if you're part of that community, if that's your sexual orientation, and you always know that it rings false. Why does it matter as long as the person is in committed relationship with one or more people, as long as everybody is consenting adults, why does anybody care who they're sleeping with and what they're doing behind closed doors? Why does it matter? I don't understand that. That is a question I've actually asked people, and they never have a good answer. "Just because it's wrong" is not an answer.

Mindy: I think I, in a way, came into writing YA fairly naive as well in that I did not quite realize the level of antagonism that I would face. I don't have sex on the page, and I don't have sexual assault on the page either. But it happens. People get extremely uncomfortable with that very quickly. I don't understand that. I find that with sex in general, like you said earlier and I could not agree more, positive sex... Take out the teens 'cause like I said, I won't put it on the page. Writing a positive sex scene, people who are expressing their love to each other physically, how is this a bad thing? But you're okay with someone's head being completely sheared off? We can put that on the page and we can describe it and it's fine. As soon as we have people taking their clothes off, you've verged into a place where the camera should not go.

Laurell: Okay, so I had one-on-one sex between people who care about each other, and most people were okay with that. Added the poly, some people not. There is no sex in the first four books. There's adult situations, but no sex. I had people starting to complain by Book 5, and I had to go back and read Book 5 because there's no sex in Book 5 in my head. But there is sex, just the main character doesn't have sex. Jason... I won't give it away what happened, but let's just say it went horribly, horribly wrong. And it was a horrific scene. I've had a couple of men say that now I have ruined certain fantasies for them forever. I had some people have trouble just with that. I started asking people that were complaining about sexual content... I said, "Okay, where do you want it to stop?" And when they would say, "Well, it's just the middle books. It's just... There was so much in this book." But everyone has a different point where they wanna say, "No. We're done." I can't please everybody.

Mindy: It's so interesting what the cut-offs are for people as well. I will never forget. When I was in high school, I went to go see the movie Wild Things in the theater. Do you remember that movie?

Laurell: No.

Mindy: I can't remember her name. Charlie Sheen's ex-wife, Neve Campbell, and Kevin Bacon. Two teenage girls and two adult men. And there's sex with a teenage girl and an adult male who's her teacher. There's sex between the two girls. There's group sex. There's all these things going on. And it's on screen. Everybody's sitting there. Everybody's cool. Everybody is getting through the movie. I'm not hearing disgusted reactions. Everything's fine. Towards the end, there's full frontal male nudity, and people got up and left. That was what broke it for them. Kevin Bacon, like getting out of the shower. It wasn't even a sexual situation. He's just getting out of the shower. Everything else... Nobody had a problem. But show us a penis and they were just like, "Oh! Oh dear!" and they had to leave.

Laurell: Was their full-frontal female nudity?

Mindy: I don't believe there was.

Laurell: I don't know why they clutch their pearls then.

Mindy: I don't either. Really, guys? This is the thing? This is what's gonna make you go, "Oh, this is unacceptable"? Okay.

Laurell: I thought that we were doing a better job in our country educating people on sex. On their bodies. On comfortable-ness with themselves. Boy, was I wrong. Okay, you worked in a school system, and I know that kids can't always talk to you. But I am hearing a new generation of women are being told that they don't have to enjoy sex. That they have to do sex with their boyfriends. It's not about your pleasure. It's about their pleasure. If you look at media, what media shows us like on TVs and movies, it is so much easier to film a pretend intercourse scene and hide the bodies than it is to show foreplay without showing the rest of the body. I am told for most movies that if you do foreplay for a woman, even if it's not shown, even if the camera doesn't show body parts, you're more likely to get censored for showing foreplay on the woman than more male-oriented sex. We are structuring our entertainment. And what I've learned through writing the series is that people come to their entertainment to learn how to live their lives.

Mindy: Yes, they do.

Laurell: And I don't know, maybe this has always been true, but I certainly know that's what I'm hearing from other people. That reading my books was the first time they realized that women could enjoy sex. That reading my books was the first time they understood that it was supposed to be reciprocal. That it was mutual pleasure and not just about his pleasure. It's not older women telling me this. It is all ages telling me this.

Mindy: Yeah, unfortunately, I think that that has always been the case. The concept of the male being the one that's gonna benefit from the situation and the woman sometimes just taking one for the team. I read really widely and very freely when I was growing up, but there was definitely female pleasure in it. I mean, I was just fortunate. I live in a conservative area. I don't know why, but for whatever reason, I grew up aware that women enjoy this shit and that we should. I was just lucky in that way. I knew that that prism existed. I just wasn't seeing the world through it. In terms of today, what I see more than anything, and I don't work in the school system anymore, but I do move through it as a substitute... What I see more than anything is no one should be doing this period. Don't have sex, kids.

Laurell: Abstinence is what's being pressed, but by teaching abstinence, the teen pregnancy rate's going up. It's not just hurting women though. That's the interesting thing that I finally realized. In doing research for Zaniel Havelock... It's a male first person narrative. I ask questions of my husband and every male friend I had. Every boyfriend I had. Everyone. I'm polyamorous, so I have husband and boyfriends. I asked questions. I read books. There is a societal pressure and expectation that men just want sex, and when I say they just want sex, they just want intercourse. And that men don't enjoy giving or receiving foreplay. And I don't just mean blow jobs. Foreplay for men and foreplay for women. We are taught, still being taught, that men don't want it or need it. And we are still being taught that there's this idea of conquest so... Just get in there. Get out. Get your intercourse. Get your orgasm. Get out. The best sex for men and women is not that. That is not the best sex you're ever going to have in your life. I have dated men that love gentle touch... That love for you to run your fingers over their bodies. Men have a whole body. They're not just their genitals. Just like women do. I know that there are men that like just as much foreplay as the women. And I know that there are men out there that are also oriented, so they need a emotional connection to have good sex. Society doesn't give them the room to say that. Men aren't allowed to say that they need an emotional connection and that they don't want just a rut. Men are treated by other men as if that is a weakness and somehow makes them less manly, and that is so not true. The best sex is after you get to know each other. There is no such thing as the best sex you will ever have is a one-night stand. That is a fallacy. They've actually done studies on that. Best sex comes from partners that you see regularly, and you learn each other's bodies. 

The sad thing for me is I'm still hearing so many women that are having bad sex... That never have an orgasm. One of the interesting things is men are expected to be able to know how to ride this bike without ever having touched the bike before. The first time they get to have sex, they are terrified they're going to do this wrong. Women are conditioned not to talk about what they want and what their desires are. And so here you have the poor guy. He has never been alone with a women. Now they get to have sex, and he is supposed to know how to do all of this with no practice run. And let me just say this right now, please do not use porn as your practice run. Porn teaches you nothing that is usable in real life.

Mindy: That's the truth.

Laurell: Soft core porn... They're doing positions where you can't actually have sex in them. It just looks good on camera. Regular porn also must look good on camera. Good real sex does not look good on camera. No good habits here. Where else can the young people go? People who've never had sex... Where else can they go but porn? Where else in America are they left to go? If they can't talk to their parents or any adult in a real way and ask questions. If they're continuing to censor books so that good positive sex is not gonna be in books anymore, what do you leave but porn? And that's a such a bad place. It doesn't teach you good, good habits. It doesn't teach you things that work well. The sole situation of ignorance is not helpful to anybody. And people say that men talk about sex. Men don't talk about sex. Men do locker room talk about sex. Swinging from the chandeliers... That tells you nothing about real sex. You can't go to your friends and say, "the sex isn't working."

Mindy: I have a really good circle of female friends. We will have very frank conversations with each other, and one friend that has not had as many experiences as the other two of us. And she'll be like, "Okay, wait. How do you do this? How does that work?" More than once my roommate and I have been like, "Okay, come here." My roommate and I will just be on the floor and we'll be like, "it's like this." We will just try to show her how certain things are done or different positions or things like that. And we're laughing and it's funny and we're having a good time. But at the same time, it's so lovely. We're comfortable enough with each other where it's like we're putting ourselves, our own bodies in these positions, but we're also just like teaching her. This is how you do this thing, and I can't imagine a situation where men get to do that with each other.

Laurell: It's been my experience that women talk in more detail about sex than men, and if you have good enough friends, you can ask those kinds of questions. You know, I had a friend come to me and say that her new husband was really well-endowed, and it was hurting. She loves sex, but it was hurting. And I had to ask, "Well, is it a length alone?" I knew positions for length - to help with length. Sadly it was length and width. But she could come to me. She could ask me these questions, and we talked about it. We talked about some positioning. I gave her what advice I had, but you're right. Men are not gonna go to another man and say, "Well, how do I do this?" They're just not gonna do that.

Mindy: No.

Laurell: They're not gonna do that with each other. The best advice I have ever gotten talking to men for another man... Most realistic advice I've ever heard. If you know you're only gonna last three minutes, then you make sure that the hour before those three minutes or two hours before that three minutes is the best hour to two hours she's ever had. I thought that is the most realistic advice I have ever heard.

Mindy: I agree. I think the way that we look at sex in the United States has just robbed so many people of actually having a good time or enjoying another person or persons company.

Laurell: Yes.

Mindy: It just... It makes me very sad. And like I said before, I was raised in a fairly conservative family but also weirdly sex positive. My mom and dad absolutely love each other, and it's obvious. And my mother let me read whatever I wanted to read and there was never any censorship. And it was very helpful to me. As someone that is creating, as you are, art for this world, you also just have to be like, "Okay. Some people are gonna be okay with this element of it," like we said earlier, and some people are just gonna be like, "This is where I draw my line." And I'm like, "That's cool. Then don't read that."

Laurell: One of the things though that I have changed is I put in more detail because so many people don't know how anything works.

Mindy: Yep.

Laurell: It really kind of shocked me how many people don't know how things work. There's hope for us to talk about things in a manner that isn't hostile to each other. I love my country, and when I was raised, one of the things that I was taught is that you could talk about anything and just agree to disagree. I think that somewhere along the way, we've decided that on every topic we will have our opinion and not move from it, and we will not talk together. We will just talk at each other.

Mindy: That's the dividing line that we've all been running right up to and hitting our heads on for a while now. So with all of that in mind and with Smolder coming out here soon, why don't you let people know where they can find you online and where they can find the book.

Laurell: On Twitter, I am LKHamilton. On Instagram, I am LKH underscore official. I don't remember my Facebook. I really honestly to God don't. On TikTok, I'm also LKH underscore official.

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Lynn Ng Quezon On The Value of Critique Partners and The Anxiety of Author School Visits

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Mindy: We're here with Lynn Ng Quezon, author of Mattie and the Machine, which released in November of last year from Santa Monica Press. One of the things that is really interesting, and I'm sure that my audience is familiar with this by now, is that I started out my life attempting to become a serious writer on a messaging board called Agent Query Connect, which is now defunct. However, it was such a source of knowledge for me and also just comfort. And there were so many people there that I relied on, and I know that they also relied on the boards. And I've had many of them on the show, and you were one of them. So, if you could talk a little bit about what it was like for you as an emerging writer to have that as a resource and to have a community. And for this episode, I really wanna focus on community and support among writers, and also connectivity and networking.

Lynn: There are tons of script writers in LA. I was writing middle grade and young adults, and trying to find somebody who wrote that category was really difficult in person. So I went to the internet, and I actually cannot remember how I stumbled upon Agent Query Connect. I was doing a search. I think I saw on the boards a young adults middle grade group was starting up. So I basically just approached the group and I said, "Is it okay if I just sort of like, watch you guys?" You're doing exchanges online. You're swapping manuscripts. I wasn't sure if I was ready to jump in on that, because all of you guys, at least to me at the time, seemed like you knew what you were doing, and I learned so much from the group. I learned how to give and take feedback. Everybody is really terrific about it, and everybody brought different things to the table. But the thing is, is that we all wrote different genres - quite a bit of Sci-fi. I was writing historical. A couple of other people are writing fantasy. Basically how I learned how a healthy critique group functioned was off of this. I've always been grateful for that. More than half of the group at this point has been published. Which is really amazing, I think.

Mindy: Real quick, because I am confident many of our old AQC board members are present and listening to the episode, share your screen name, if you would, so that everyone recognizes you.

Lynn: Okay, my screen name is Sakura Eries, a modification of my fan fiction writer name. I remember you as BBC with the black cat avatar. It's a little bit funny calling you Mindy because I think of you as BBC.

Mindy: So many people still do. I personally identify an area of my life as BBC. Just for listeners that aren't familiar, my screen name at the time was big black cat 97. And everyone affectionately referred to me as BBC, and then I have Le Chat Noir as my avatar. Even now, I'll get emails every now and then from people that'll be like, "Hey, BBC. I was just wondering," and I'm like, "Oh, yeah!" And then I've actually had a couple of times moving through the publishing world, if AQC happens to come up, and I'll be like, "Oh yeah. I was a moderator there, and it was very important to me." And they'll be like, "Oh, what was your screen name?" And then I'll, "Oh, I was BBC." And they'll be like, "Wait!" I actually had a pretty major editor at a pretty large publishing house who, at the time, had just been an intern and was kinda lurking on the boards, that was like "wait a minute. That was you?" 

Going back to what you said about the proliferation of screenwriters where you were at the time and how that wasn't necessarily helpful to you - it is interesting to me. It is very specific, down to your age category and occasionally also the genre - although I can obviously swap manuscripts with my main critique partners at the beginning of my life as a writer who was also a critique partner, were RC Lewis, who writes strictly Sci-fi, and MarcyKate Connolly, who writes mostly fantasy, and I was writing post-apocalytpic dystopian that was very much realistic. There was no fantasy. There was no sci-fi. Yet, we were extremely efficient critique partners for each other. However, when it comes to age category, that I think you do need someone that is operating in the same arena as you because there are certain elements that are extremely important, and I can say as an editor, and I will have folks that are writing YA or even middle grade, and they will have a POV or chapters or even the entire book, is written from the perspective of an adult. No. No, that's not... That will not work. So, you do have to know the "oh no, no nos" are for that age category. And also just especially in the times that we're in now... Censorship being such a big issue. I just found out I've come under fire in another state here just this morning.

Lynn: Oh.

Mindy: Oh no, it's okay. It is to be expected, and I'm surprised it took this long.

Lynn: What's your state count?

Mindy: Missouri. Texas. Florida. Today, we added Pennsylvania. I'm sure that there are others that I just have not been brought to my attention yet. I've started to make it on to the lists. So it begins. I'm not saying that people should write in order to keep themselves safe from the censors, because also the censorship issue is something that we are talking about a lot inside of publishing. The average person, if they're not moving through the school system world at this point, probably don't know much about it. A new writer that isn't necessarily inside baseball might not be aware of some of the things that are going on. So, I do think it is important to be connecting with people inside of the age category that you're writing for, and if you can find someone within your genre as well, I think that's super important.

Lynn: I would definitely agree with that because when I moved out of LA and I moved up to the Bay Area, and I was connecting with the local writers here, my first group that I connected with... They were doing chapter book and picture book. I was the only YA person there. That was really awkward. They were very nice people, they were. Giving feedback was difficult 'cause I didn't read the age group. They didn't know how to give me feedback. That relationship lasted two months, but I need to find another group. I was fortunately able to find a local group that was able to join. We do mostly YA. They're great. What you said makes absolute sense because we all write different genres as well. One of them was doing horror. Another person was doing fantasy. Another person was doing magical realism, but we're all writing middle grade/YA. SO even though the genres are so different, we kinda know what the audience is. I don't have a teenager. I'm not a teacher. I don't have that experience. The people that are in my group, they have teenagers, one of them was a teacher, and another one... He works with children's theater. So we are able to exchange information that way, and at least I can sort of keep abreast what's going on. You probably, since you're still working at schools, you probably know a bit more than me.

Mindy: Well, one of the things I try and that I counsel other people that do write, young adult specifically, is not to worry too much about slang in particular or also whatever platform happens to be at the time. Because it'll date your book so seriously. So, for example, the very first novel that I ever wrote that was YA, I was in college. So we're talking late 90s. A major part of the plot unrolled over communications through AOL Instant Messenger. 10 years later - AIM doesn't even exist anymore, and nobody knows what it is. You know, Facebook was huge. Now it's not. Everybody was on Twitter. That's kind of fading. And the teenagers, they are on Instagram, and they are on TikTok. I learned very early on - don't be specific. Don't mention music. Don't mention a specific social media platform. Don't use specific slang. And traditional publishing is gonna take 18 months to two years for that book to make it into print anyway. And in two years, what you said in that book might be comical. That is a very specific facet of YA, and that is one of the reasons why, like you said, I do think it is important that we operate closely or within the arenas of people that are also writing something at least similar to what we are writing. Moving on then, I wanna talk about finding that group and the importance of the critique partner and tying that in with your own journey. So talk to us a little bit about Mattie and the Machine, and how you moved forward from AQC and into the realm of the published author.

Lynn: For Mattie and the Machine, I had queried at that point three manuscripts and they all got trunked. It's part of the journey of the writer, and you just sort of had to keep on going. What happened was I decided to try something completely different, and so I moved up to 19th century America. When I wrote my other manuscripts, it was because I really was in love of that ancient Greek era. But what happened was, was that I was flipping through this set of mini biographies about famous women, it's called Girls Who Rocked The World, and I happened across Margaret Knight's biography. I hadn't heard of her before. I fell in love with the character, but I knew nothing else about the era. And the thing about historical is that... And you know this, because you wrote a historical yourself, you have to get the set correct. I spent a lot of time trying to get the set correct. So, she was an inventor that was famous for two things. One is that she was a child inventor. And the second thing is that there was a lawsuit involving a machine she invented, but a man stole the design. And so she had to go and sue this guy in order to get the patent rights back. And so I saw that story and I was like, "Okay. I have to write the story." I went so far as to go to the National Archives on the other side of the country to get the lawsuit records. Dig them up. These things are like hand-written from 1870, and I transcribe them all. And then I wrote the whole thing out. I got the patent for the machine, and so I broke that all down. This is how this thing was built, how it functioned. 

The thing is, is that I have to re-mold this for a modern audience. There's things that I was trying to write on the page portraying her correctly as an inventor and about this whole lawsuit. Some of the texts I would lift directly from the deposition documents. This is what I put out in front of my group. And so what they really helped me to do, because I am an engineer and I have an engineer brain and I sort of look at things a certain way, they were able to sort of reel me back and go, "This part is okay, but you're writing a certain way and then you get to this point, and it's like you just jumped back two centuries." That's how my group really helped me. I spent two years researching it. Two years writing it, and I spent two years querying it. And to be quite honest, I didn't think it was gonna get picked up. When I was getting towards the end of the two years, I was like, "I'm gonna get up to 100 queries, and I'm gonna send out 100 of them. If I don't get anything after 100, then I'm just gonna end it." On Manuscript Wish List, that's where I found Santa Monica Press. They had an open call for submissions, and they were looking for young adult historical. I'll put it in and just see if they pick it up. And it got picked up. I was still sort of cautiously optimistic pretty much up until the ARCs got sent out.

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Mindy: With historical, we tend to go really deep in the weeds and we wanna explain why this is the way it is. And we want our research to get on to the page, and that doesn't necessarily make for interesting reading.

Lynn: I will agree on that. I went a bit in that direction, and I needed my critique group to reel me back. And actually there was another scene where she accomplishes this first big goal, and so now she can move forward and my critique was like, "That's it? She's not going to have a celebration? She need to have celebration." Everybody was saying it. So the thing about critique groups is like if one person says it, out of a group of five, it's kinda like up to you to decide if you wanna take it or not. But if everybody's telling you that, then you really have to pay attention. So there is actually like...

Mindy: Absolutely.

Lynn: ... half a chapter in Mattie and the Machine that was not part of the original. I was not intending to put in there, but because my critique group was basically screaming at me, "You need to put this in there!" I put it in there, and it made it a better book.

Mindy: You need those critique partners to tell you where you're doing too much and where you are not doing enough. You can't see it to yourself. Tell me a little bit about how you feel now, because you had a quite a long journey. It was a lot of work for you. I was working for 10 years to get an agent, and I know that you had a similar timeline and similar struggles to me in terms of moving from being an aspiring writer to being a published author. So, how does it affect your process now? Are you continuing to write? Do you feel a lift of pressure or do you feel more?

Lynn: So I feel a bit more pressure because Santa Monica Press, my editor has been awesome. I feel so much gratitude for them for picking my book out of the slush pile. I mentioned before, I'm not that great with social media. Trying to figure out how all this works. Promoting a book now is difficult 'cause I just got on to Instagram. I looked at TikTok, and I sort of went away screaming. I don't know that I should admit that, but it's like trying to figure out how to give Mattie the best chance out there. So, I have my first school visit scheduled for next month. That's both exciting and terrifying. At the time that you were launching, the whole thing was like blog tours, stuff like that. I don't... Do people even do blogs anymore?

Mindy: Not really.

Lynn: All the stuff that I learned before about the time that you and MarcyKate were debuting. You're my first batch of people that I knew that were actually moving on so I was like, "Oh, this is what they're doing. I should keep track of it." It took me 10 years. And now I finally caught up with you, and now the landscape's changed. So, I'm grateful for you having me on this podcast. I really appreciate that. But yeah, I'm still trying to figure out how that part of the business works. It doesn't really affect the writing part because I'm still writing. That part I feel like I know pretty well, and at the time that Mattie and the Machine got picked up, I was like 75% of the way through another manuscript which is a completely different genre. So I'm just chugging along on that. That is sort of like a comforting space, 'cause I've been in it for 10 years. I know that part. Being motivated to write is not that difficult. We'd exchange a couple of emails about school visits. Because you've worked in a school environment, maybe it's not quite as terrifying for you. I went to school in California in the Bay Area, and we never had authors visits at my school. I don't even have that to fall back on. I don't know what they're supposed to be like.

Mindy: Yeah, well. I mean, I can tell you... So on the social media front, I've said multiple times on this podcast. I'm gonna say it again. I don't think it sells books. It connects you to your readers, and it can help people aware of you as a human being and maybe aware of your book as well. But I don't think it matters, if I'm gonna be totally honest with you. I think it's a nice to have it because people will reach out to me. People that have read my books will send me a message on Instagram or they'll DM me, usually Instagram. I answer everybody. It's like I will absolutely have a conversation with anyone. So, that is how I use social media these days... Is more of connectivity. It's not gonna sell books. If you happen to go viral for whatever reason, and usually that's gonna be a TikTok, then good for you. But the truth is, I'm not even present on TikTok. I have an account. I've made three or four reels. I'm not gonna put myself into it. I don't care enough, and it shows if you don't care. I've absenteed myself from that platform. If other people wanna make TikToks about me, cool. That would be super helpful. Please do it.

But when it comes to school visits... Yeah, high school's hard. High school's hard when you're in it, and it's really hard to walk back as an adult. And if you have any trauma from high school, it will hit you in the face again. Working in a high school for 14 years was the most beneficial thing to my writing career. Understanding teens today. Being connected with them. How they think and feel and move through the world today, which is completely different from how I moved through the world in the 90s. But also, people are still people. Teenagers are still teenagers, and they wanna have fun. They wanna laugh. They don't wanna be condescended to, and they don't want to feel like you are imparting a lesson. They don't wanna feel like you are making a point and teaching them something. My most successful school visits are one where I just go in. I talk about my book, but usually in terms of... I'm not trying to sell them my book. I talk about whatever the book is about. With Heroine, I talk about where I got the idea for the book, and then I talk about my research a little bit. And I talk about the opioid epidemic. I just talk around it, and I get them interested in the idea 'cause they don't... They know when they're being marketed too. That's what I do. Man, I love doing it. I miss being with the kids. I miss being in front of the kids. I love interacting with them. So man, I love school visits. I'd do one every day. I know that they're scary, and I have the benefit of 14 years of being in front of them, being ready for their comebacks, and being ready... 'cause some of them are gonna give a shit and it's like... I got good, as a librarian and then as a sub, at fending them off and coming back at them in a way that is appropriate and also respectful towards them. But just like a little bit of back and forth, and then they're like, "Oh, okay. You're cool." I mean, it's a tight rope. It's a tight rope. Last thing, we just talked about social media. So I know that you are putting yourself out there so that listeners can find you and follow you there. Why don't you let people know where they can find you online and where they can find Mattie and the Machine.

Lynn: You can find me online at Instagram, ngquezon, N-G-Q-U-E-Z-O-N. My author website is at NgQuezon dot wordpress dot com. So that's N-G-Q-U-E-Z-O-N dot wordpress dot com. And if you go over there, you can find information about where to find the book, and also there's reader's resources. So stuff about Margaret Knight. I did all that research. So for anybody who is interested in geeking out about those particular details about 19th century women or Margaret Knight, the inventor... There's some drawings. Just in case somebody really wants to know have all these parts work. Dumped them into a Reader's Guide, and so that's something that you can also download from my website. And then in terms of where Mattie and the Machine is available, you can find it at Amazon, Barnes and Noble, IndieBound... Basically, if you wanna find all the other places, you can also look it up on my website.

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